To catch you.

There’s an idea that you get when you’re a kid, and it kind of grows with you as you become a whole and capable person. It’s this feeling of permanency, like all of the people you love: your parents, your brothers and sisters, your best friends – they’ll always be there holding the net under your tightrope. But when you get older, people get replaced with other people. People move away, they die, they fall out of touch. You have to find new people to catch you. It’s a hard concept to accept; it makes you feel like you’re alone. But you’re not, you still have your safety net, the only difference being who it is tomorrow is anyone’s guess.
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I think my recent writer’s block came from a loss of perspective. I forgot why I wrote here, my motivations. Truth is, and I’ve mentioned this somewhere in the stack, that this site is a place for me to vent all of the things that I want to say but don’t really have an… appropriate place to. This is my confessional, my cry in the thunderstorm.

Which is why its nice that very few people in my day to day life know about this place, and fewer still read it.